Karachi, After Midnight: VOLUME 2 — COMPLETE EDITION
A gay man's online diary from Pakistan’s dial-up era.
This complete edition compiles all three parts of Volume Two: Becoming Gay, Tehzeeb-ul-Ikhlaq Chowk, and Flowers of Separation.
Volume 2, Part I begins at night. Shams drives through Clifton and Defence, racing through the city with friends and lingering at traffic signals a little too long. He writes of testosterone and instinct. Desire feels everywhere, uncontained: in chatrooms, in passing glances, and in strangers on motorcycles.
In Part II, Shams moves through rage, boredom, prayer, and flashes of dry humor. Ramadan brings hunger; politics brings noise. The office air grows heavy with gossip. Religious language slips in not as a sermon, but as habit, routine, even sarcasm.
In Part III, the year closes heavier. Illness, funerals, fatigue, and depression settle in. At one point, Shams stops blogging for weeks. Desire remains, but it carries greater risk. In one entry, he realizes he is parked in a red-light area, staring at men. When a man opens his car door and sits beside him, panic sets in. He imagines being recognized. He imagines his family finding out. The night shifts quickly from possibility to danger.
Yet throughout the year beauty still interrupts him: a stranger on the street, a room perfectly arranged, a spontaneous “good job” to Allah for making men beautiful. Fear and gratitude exist side by side as 2004 ends for Shams, without resolution.
Karachi After, Midnight is the record of a life: funny, searching, often heartbreaking, always real.
Shams Tabrizi (a pseudonym) is the author of Karachi, After Midnight.
Publisher: Khajistan Press
Author: Shams Tabrizi
Language: English
Type: Paperback
ISBN-13: 978-1-970281-07-1
Pages: 514
Item Weight: 1.58 lbs
Dimensions: 5 x 8 inches
You can order individual parts I-III of Volume 2 below:
Karachi, After Midnight: VOLUME 2—PART I: BECOMING GAY
Karachi, After Midnight: VOLUME 2—PART II: TEHZEEB-UL-IKHLAQ CHOWK
Karachi, After Midnight: VOLUME 2—PART III: FLOWERS OF SEPARATION
Also Available:
Karachi, After Midnight: VOLUME 1—PART I: COUNTING TRAFFIC
Karachi, After Midnight: VOLUME 1—PART II: STORM SEASON
Karachi, After Midnight: VOLUME 1—PART III: CITY ELECTRIC
Karachi, After Midnight: VOLUME 1—COMPLETE EDITION
Karachi, After Midnight Series
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